Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Blog meme - Fifty questions.

50 Questions:

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

I immediately saw the negatives :P

2. How much cash do you have on you?

about a dollar in change :O

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?


4. Favorite planet?

Saturn I like the rings ;)

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?


6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?


7. What shirt are you wearing?

A shirt with a peace sign on front

8. Do you label yourself?

I am quirky

9. Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently wearing?

Old Navy

10. Bright or Dark Room?

I like natural light so a little of both..I perfer light through windows rather than an overhead

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?

A friend

12. What does your watch look like?

I have a few never wear them
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Getting ready for bed

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?

That I need to get bananas

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?

There isn't one close

16. What's a word that you say a lot?

Stop it...Houston Chance....stop that.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?


18. Last furry thing you touched?

Houston's head :)

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
about 15 ..I take a lot of daily meds

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
About 30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have two disposable cameras in a drawer too...honeymoon pics :P

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
I have liked most years...

22. Your worst enemy?


23. What is your current desktop picture?

Houston outside

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

That I loved them.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?

Million bucks...I would buy a plane ;)

26. Do you like someone?


27. The last song you listened to?

An oldie from "Tears for Fears"

28. What time of day were you born?

10:56 at night I think

29. What’s your favorite number?

30. Where did you live in 1987?

31. Are you jealous of anyone?

Slightly jealous of some people. :)For trival things

32. Is anyone jealous of you?

I would think not!!!!!!!!!!!

33. Where were you when 9/11 happened?

Taking a test in one of my nursing classes.

34. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?

Hit it

35. Do you consider yourself kind?


36. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?

I already have one ...I would love more..I would love one on the inside of my wrist...or my neck or maybe the top of my foot. I would like to get something relgiously and something for Houston

37. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?


38. Would you move for the person you loved?


39. Are you touchy feely?


40. What’s your life motto?

Never, for the sake of peace and quiet, deny your own experience or convictions.

41. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
Phone,ID, important medical info

42. What’s your favourite town/city?

I love love love love love love love love to travel. The last place I went was to Plymouth, MA and it was great.

43. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?

To mail something to a friend

44. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?

Last week

45. Can you change the oil on a car?


46. Your first love: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?

Not sure...I plead the 5th ;)

47. How far back do you know about your ancestry?

Not a lot on my mom's family as she is the first generation born here but I know a decent bit about my dad's side

48. The last time you dressed fancy, what did you wear and why did you dress fancy?

My grandad's funeral :(

49. Does anything hurt on your body right now?

I am in pain daily. My kidneys are hurting, my ear is fingers are painful and swollen and I have an upset tummy.

50. Have you been burned by love?


Me and Jeremy 2002

Monday, June 22, 2009

I am an addict...

I have a new addiction. I have such an addictive personality. It is curse ;P

I happened to catch the season finale of Grey's last year and ....I was hooked. Even though I said I would NEVER get sucked in.

Well I watch a lot of tv series when I get treatments etc....hey I have like 6 hours to kill hooked up to an IV...what can I say???

So anyway the library had the first three seasons...and the rest is history. I am much so I had to go trade in some of my other dvd' s for the 4th season in a fit of nuttiness.

Such a great show. Very dramatic but also VERY funny. I love Cristina's dry sense of humor ;)

Love it...does anyone else watch???

Monday, June 15, 2009

Another not me Monday

I am not the bad mother who keeps putting the same disposible diaper on my son night after night ( he still wets the bed some nights) THAT mother's rationale is that it is clean, I don't want to waste diaper and contribute more to a landfill. That mother sure wishes she still had a cloth one that would fit :P

I am not the mother who was glad her child went to school today. She needed a break...I never do ;)

I am not the loser who finally gave in and checked out season 1-3 of Grey's Anatomy out of the library. I said I would NEVER watch it.

I am not addicted to the show True Blood...who likes vampires ;)

It isn't me who made my child nuggets tonight. I only serve good stuff for my child. :P

I am not counting down the hours until my child is husband too for that matter...that would be pretty crappy ;)

I am the mother who's son already knows all about coupons...that would be wierd ;)

I am not going to make the hubby wear one of the shirts for the dry cleaners a second time...that would be gross...I would NEVER would have forgotten to drop them off on Saturday.

It isn't me who needs to cut the dogs hair tomorrow. I would never let a dog of mine get ratty looking.

It isn't be that has a knarly looking spider bite on my arm....I don't have bad luck ;)

Short Meme about Jade take it I dare you!

What is your middle name?

Do you have any siblings?

I have one sister-younger and two younger brothers

Are you married? How long.

Yes, 6 years.

Have any children?

I have a son Houston Chance and some angel babies.

Where would you live if you didn't live where you do now?


What is your favortite Magazine?

I love British ones!

Doritos or Oreos?

Cool Ranch doritos

Favorite veggie?


Favorite Fruit?


Favorite Song right now?

I am loving Mad World done by Adam Lambert...still.

Favorite type of food?

Anything ethnic

What is your favorite color?

Either Teal or Lime Green

Are you relgious?


What denomination?


Grew up in your current relgion or convert?


If you had any more kids what would you name and girl?

Atticus and Seraphina probably. Not totally sure on the girls name...maybe Daisy or Penelope

What is your favorite tv show?

I live any of the dancing or fashion design shows....

What is your ethnic background?

Lebanese, Irish, Indian, English

Coke or Pepsi?

Dt. Dew

Salty or sweet?


Do you like to read?


Favorite Book?

Diary of Ann Frank

Favorite Clothing Brand?

Way too hard to name!

Do you have any tatoos or piercings?

Piercings tatoo

Do you drink?


How old where you when you had your first drink?

I was about 14-15. It was vodka in some sunny a screwdriver

Have you ever been drunk?

As a teenager.

Have you ever snuck out of the house?


Have you ever been questioned by the police?


Have you ever had a traffic ticket?


Have you ever broken a bone?

More than I can count!

Most pain you have ever been in your life?

Hands down a bone marrow aspiration with no would be natural childbirth then have my sternum broken.

Best moment in your life? Probably when Houston was born

Do you read your bible everyday?

I try.

Do you go to church?


Did you go to college?

I did.

Did you make good grades?

I had like a 3.95

Did you have fun?

I did

Least favorite chore?

Putting laundry away

Favorite chore?

Is there such a shopping

Favorite shampoo?

Anything with teatree in it...smells good

Favorite scent?

Clean Linen by Glade or anything lavender

Favorite flower?


Favorite Quote:

When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.” Jimi Hendrix

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Still can't wrap my brain around this April Rose thing..

I even dreamed about it last night.

Makes me feel sick.

I couldn't help getting wrapped up in it because as far as a Trisomy mom it looked like she was beating the odds. She was going to get to met her baby alive where as most get a death certificate or something like what I got.

A picture of all my daughter's chromosomes. That right there is the "fatal animoly" or what made my daughter " incompatible with life".

She got to hold her baby while a lot of us have to have the baby removed from our wombs...because it doesn't realize the baby isn't alive anymore.

Her "B" was getting to say good bye to her baby. When most mothers babies are born still or they miscarry in the second trimester and you are like me no death certificate because you aren't to 20 weeks yet so you get somewhat of an autopsy report. An autopsy report for a baby was technically not born and didn't die.


The whole thing makes me want to throw up. It makes me want to cry for all the women who cried with her when the baby was born. Who prayed for "April Rose" every night. That hoped that she would get a few precious hours,days,moments with her daughter.

I think what makes it even harder is she presented herself as a woman of faith. She had one day a week where she posted prayer requests. She said she needed help sorting through them. I even emailed and said I would help.

Now the blog is deleted as are the names and stories of all the people in need of prayer.

I realize that "B" needs prayer just breaks me heart that she was out for the money she was making through her blog and didn't even think of the people behind the computer, their stories and their real losses.

I will write a more upbeat post later. Sorry to bum you out.

I do realize that my baby was special from the moment of conception. Jesus never intended she have an earthly life but it still makes me sad. I still think about her and my other angels everyday. I wonder if she is the only daughter I will ever have.


What makes a person make up a baby who has a deadly birth defect??

Monday, June 08, 2009

Who would have thunk it?

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Not me!

Not much going around here. Just got on to see an Update on Little April find out that it is more than likely a literally makes me sick. Just google "April Rose Fake" and you get all the details.

I was invested in this as I have lost a baby ( a little girl) to Trisomy 8. Why would you lie about something like that!?

It is beyond sick to me. There are so many people who have lost children to a Trisomy,a cord accident, a heart defect etc ....why knowing that these are the people that are more than likely reading your blog would you lie to them....are better yet how could you lie to them.

The blog is now gone. So sad. Makes me feel queasy to think about. I prayed and prayed for them that they would get to met her alive. I guess the "mother" needs more prayers now as she is mentally ill. Pray for "B"...she needs more prayers than we could have known.

In other news...I am sick again. Throat infection,fluid in ears, bronchitis and some asthma stuff I tell you :< I wish I could just feel normal.

What is going on with all of ya'll?

Onto something lighter.

It wasn't me...I repeat wasn't me who gave in and feed her child a hotdog...instead of the chicken and dumplings I fixed...I would never.

It wasn't me who didn't even blow dry her hair this that poor lady has a a little bit of a fro...I would never.

I did not turn off the "Meet the Sight Words" movie after watching it for the 800th time. I wouldn't let my kid watch tv...and I sure wouldn't turn off somehting educational.

I not looking forward to summer school for Houston....that wouldn't be motherly.

It isn't me...who still hasn't ate supper...who in there right mind would wait so long to eat?! Not me ;)

It isn't not me that is slightly obsessed with Adam Lambert...that would just be .......silly. Not me.

Monday, June 01, 2009

If only I got a paycheck....:P Be real I DARE you.

**spell check isn't working so I am am saying **sorry** in advance:P

I swear sometimes it feels like I get more done in a few hours as a stay at home mom than some people do in a whole day. I do admit that there are some things I can't do do to the arithis in my hands, I can't do heavy lifting and I have to work thirty minutes rest thirty it does take me a lot longer and there is still plenty for Jeremy to do when he gets home :P

Boo for him.

A day in the life so far.....

Wake up get dressed.

Start a load of laundry.

***I am dying...and not wanting to show the laundry room at all*** Cringes**

Set out Houston clothes for the day.

But some muffins in oven.

Houston likes them crispy...**whispers so do I**

I will admit they **gaasp** aren't homemade...but they are organic. I am going to be real and admit the muffins aren't from homemade unless it's the weekend.

Don't judge me ;)

Wipe down the counter.

Again...don't judge me all that stuff in that container are things I will use today. It gets cleaned out DAILY I promise :)

Then wash dishes...I KNOW it looks like a ton but they are dishes from last night plus the ones I didn't think the dishwasher got clean enough...

Then wipe off the toaster.

I don't put the dishes in a stranner because I don't like to leave it out :P

Can we say

She sit above my sink for a reason....yeah...OCD at it's finiest.

So I let the dishes drain some them dry them...and put them away.

So then I get Houston up.

We consult his board.

Get dressed.


I let him eat on the coffee table this morning. While I am folding laundry. Bad mom.

So then I have to wipe down the coffee table.

Then go over the floors.

Wipe down the walls...where Houston has touched with grimy hands.

Wipe down the tv.


Decide what to make for lunch.

Can't believe that I am only half way done with the day.

But my house smells like...

Now it is time for

Sight words....they seriously work...he can read some basic sentences..

Will you share your day with me? The good bad and the ugly?? I dare you ;)