Happy Halloween

Few quick pics

I have been the worst blogger in the history of blogging.

I just don't feel like anyone reads this dang thing..and I feel like I am pretty boring....well in real life, I just lose my charm on the small screen ;)

Let's see. I had the scare of my freaking life, seriously as scary as Houston's seizures when he had a bad adverse reaction to a new med.TERRIBLE. I will leave it at that.

I have been feeling like I have been run over by a mack truck and drug about a mile.
This time of year is bad for me so not unusual but worse than usual. So of course I wasn't surprised when the doc called and I have to get a another blood/iron infusion :P Gotta love being majorly chronic anemia among other things.YUCK YUCK. I really hope they have wireless Internet. I have been spoiled that I get my other infusions at home...gotta love a home health care nurse. :)

Houston's MRI for the tethered cord is fast approach, makes me want to vomit to even think about it because I mean it is my baby and his spine :(

We are having a hard time finding meds that are working for Houston has that is major stressor...but he is still as cute as ever.

I love my little guy, even if he is a wild child.

Oh, and we just redid Houston's room I will post pics in a bit :)

Does anyone still read this thing????

25 things about me...

25 random things about me....share yours :)

1. I am addicted to BBC.
2. I love Dr. Who and Torchwood. Jeremy loves them too :)
3. I am addicted to any dance show.
4. I have an inapprioate crush on Adam Lambert.
5. I am a tudor history buff.
6. I love to read historical books.
7. I have lots of scars.
8. I was born on the 4 of december, Jeremy on the 4th of november we got married on the 4th of January.
9. I gained 89 lbs with Houston and he was a almost 5 weeks early.
10. I got a new pair of boots I love.
11. I love the 80's still :)
12. I have a couple of friends who I have never "met" that I met on babyboards,etc.
13. I have listened to No Doubt since jr high.
14. I have listened to Shakira before she was cool.
15. I am catholic.
16. I love my church.
17. I love to read.
18. I am addicted to British Magazines.
19. Okay, really I am addicted to all things british.
20. And all things Lebanese :)
21. My mom, her mom, and most of my cousins shared a name. Marie
22. Houston is a family name in both mine and Jeremy's family so a great pick and it meant so much to my grandad.
23. I could almost be my younger sisters mother....people ask if she is mine.
24. I set off medical detectors.
25. I really want someone else to do this.

Blast from the past

These pics make me so happy.

I miss my little baby. He is a big boy now. I just get to see my baby ever now and then, but I love those litte glimpses.

Wave of Light- Light a Candle

Light a candle tonight at 7:00 tonight to remember all the babies who have been gone to soon.

It is National Stillbirth/Infant Loss/Miscarriage Rememberance Day.

I will light my three candles tonight. The biggest one being for my baby girl.

Thinking of all your little angels too!