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I got my hair hacked off....and....

I feel like a new woman. After drying my hair for an hour this morning, I was so over it. So I went and got like 9 inches or so cut off....Feels great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Want to see a picture of me in a bikini?????

Thought it was only fitting as bathing suit season was here....Maybe it will motivate me.........................
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T-ball....The game

Oh,the horror.

These pictures could never express.



Notice the untucked shirt, the pants that are way up the wide expanse of lily-white leg that is showing.

The helmet that barely fits.

Yeah.








The hubby and cheese.The hubby is tucking his shirt in for the 900th time.

I am alive...I promise.

Okay,first things first.

The Tball game was HORRIBLE. Houston didn't want any of it. I have like 2 pictures. He wanted to play in the mud :P Picture in your mind, your worst nightmare. I PROMISE it was worse. Yeah.

Lets see, he did pretty well in school this week. He was a little wound up probably because it is starting to get pretty again. I hope.

I broke the door to my oven this past weekend:P The glass just shattered out.The piece came in yesterday. The hubby will have to put it in this weekend :P

Our houseguest that we have had for a few months, has a place :) Love him to death but I will be kinda glad for a break.

The hubster suprised me lat weekend with bringing home a recliner.
I like it.It is just a taupe colored one with big black speckled things in it...LOL. I don't know how else to describe it. He got it from Haverty's maybe they have a picture up..LOL

He also let me go get a new table :) *Insert big smile* It is a pub style table, that my poor arthritic body loves :)

I am loving my new stuff :) We never by new stuff and stuff was getting worn out. From here on out hopefully we can just by a piece at a time.

I gotta come up with something fun to do with Cheese. Maybe a movie? I need to see what is playing. I may take him to Chuck E. Cheese again. Who knows.

He is getting better with his speech. He isn't severely delayed anymore, just somewhat delayed.In some situations he is almost passable as just another kiddo. Which makes me so happy but also makes me feel like I constantly have to make excuses for his quirks etc. I think he needs a shirt that says. " I have delays, and.....so what." LOL

I find myself checking others blog a few times a day to see if they updated...and getting a little sad when they don't and yet I hardly ever update. Maybe because I don't see HOW anyone could find my blog even somewhat interesting.

Oh another wee little update is we booked our tickets up to Plymouth, MA this June.Yay, a vacation!!!!! I am pumped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to post some pics :)

I must have lost my mind......

I am about to take the Cheeseman to the other Big Cheese, Chuck E. Cheese to be exact. Say a little prayer that we come out unscathed. He is eating his lunch now and then we are on our merry little way. :P

Not much has went on today,Houston and I have just been doing fun stuff.

Houston's first tball game is Saturday. It is going to be painful, I fear :O

I will post a video of it for sure. They won't have their uniforms yet :P

Oh well, sorry for the driveby, gotta run!

Too cute not to share...very blog worthy..LOL

Well as many of you know I almost joined the LDS church. Even though it felt mostly right there were a few things I was having trouble with. The hubby was having the same stumbling blocks.

We both were researching and praying and decided that the Catholic Church was the perfect fit for OUR family.My mother's family is Catholic so I know a lot more about the religion than the hubby but he is coming along :) I have been sharing with him what I do know as well. I will be starting classes at the church in the fall maybe as early as the summer.

Among other things:

We do believe believe there is a apostle, the pope. We believe that Jesus founded his Church upon Peter.
We don't believe in a one size fits all heaven.
We believe in Original Sin.
Good works are important.



So we feel the Catholic Church is the fit for us.

I have literally prayed and thought all this out for about 10 years :O Indecisive much?

Anyway, Houston has always loved reading his Bible. He stumbled upon me doing "Quiet Time" one day and the rest is history. He loves to read his bible and pray with me. He takes notes too.....Okay, okay he draws pictures ;)

He was looking extra cute today.He happened to be wearing his Holy Spirit shirt after a potty accident at school so I thought I would share pictures.







His notes...LOL

Tag

You're feeling: Sad, I had to drop one of best friends off at the airport.

To your left: A table with a wedding picture and a picture of Jesus

On your mind: That I enjoyed church yesterday, that I already miss my friend, that I enjoyed her visit

Last meal included: I am about to eat some meat loaf, beans, corn and potatoes

You sometimes find it hard to: Say no to people

The weather: sunny and breezy

Something you have a collection of: Pictures? Babysitter's Club Books :O

A smell that cheers you up: (I have to list three) Clean Cotton yankee candle, Baby Magic bath, and baby breath :)

A smell that can ruin your mood: Dirty Diaper

How long since you last shaved: Last Sunday :O :O

The current state of your hair: sloppy bun, it needs to be cut

The largest item on your desk/workspace (not computer): I don't have one :O I do have a craft room, my sewing machcine would take up the most space I guess.

Which section you head for first in a bookstore: Children's and then Religion

Something you're craving: My supper

Your general thoughts on the presidential race: I am not thrilled with any of them. I will probably vote for Hillary , because of her healthcare stance

How many times have you been hospitalized this year: 2008? A few, less than last year :)

Favorite place to go for a quiet moment: I hide in the bathroom :O

You've always secretly thought you'd be a good: Mother :)

Something that freaks you out a little: Germs, I am very OCD :P Seriously, I have been diagnosed :O

Something you've eaten too much of lately: Hm,rice? I guess.

You have never: Hm.....read the Twlight books...I have no idea...LOL

You never want to: Lose people close to me.

I tag:
Everyone who reads this. Link back please :)

Updates in General

My little brother is in the hospital with MRSA :P I can't even visit because of my immune issues. It stinks on ice...big time.

Houston is playing t-ball or we were going to at least try it out. It isn't going so well. :P I think he needs another year.

I am feeling a little better, which is good :)

I am in a little bit of a rut right now so forgive my lack of updates :P

Houston is still loving school. He had last week off for Spring Break. He couldn't wait to go back today :)

Easter Recap

We had a fun Easter. Cheese hunted eggs with his cousins on his Daddy's side. My brother was in the hospital so we didn't really do anything on my side.

Bitty Boy...

Howdy Ho..

Sorry I have been less than punctial with my posts.

I finally feel like things are starting to settle down. I don't feel the need to cry everyday. I think my horomones are levelening out. I am still having those wickedly vivid dreams though :P

Houston is doing well. He spent the night with his grandparents yesterday and had fun. The hubby let me have some me time :) A couple of friends spent the day together and had fun.

Today, has been a beautiful spring day....after having snow yesterday.WTF?
Houston and I had fun playing outside today. We baked a cake this afternoon...which he insisted we top with Care Bear fruit snacks :P Should be interesting to taste :P

Houston has a denist appt tomorrow. I want them to check where he chipped that enamel it seems to be darkening ( they said it may:P .) The next day I have a doc appt. The next the hubby has an appt. Going to love paying those copays :P

Well I am having a wonderfully relaxing Sunday and I am going to go bask in it :)

Drive by

Just wanted to check in. I am worn out. Sonny boy and I played soccer for hours outside.

Today he had pj day at school. He loved it. Tomorrow is career day. He is going as a fireman. He is doing pretty well in school. Yay, him.

I am feeling a little better. Just really sad :(

I will update more while bitty boy is in school.

Been keeping a low profile :P

Sorry.

Just feeling slightly overwhelmed. It is hard because I should be finding out the sex via US I get to find out by path results on something "they" call products of conception :( I still feel like I need to name her. To give me closure. Any ideas? The front runner is Lily.

Houston is still as peachy keen as ever though he is so flippin sweet and cute.
We flew a kite today...quite the experience. I also bought him some skates. I thought they would fit. It said they would fit to a size 1. They lied or ds's feet have grown half an inch...who knows. I had to get his smallest shoes and cram his feet in them. He looked pretty cute :)

I busted butt and took names as far as errands go today. I also probably spent a little more money than I should have too. I went to a Candle Party. I bought even though I can get the same stuff from my friend with a discount...what can I say peer pressure. They all did make fun of my scent choices though. Said it smelled old ladish....Whatever. It is Lemon Pie. It smells good :)

Our power has been flickring so I better get off....I know you are hating that...this entry has been so riveting...LOL :P

Well...went to the follow up ob appt.

Found out the baby was a girl :*( She had a extra 8th chromosome. It was a lethal anonomoly,meaning if I had carried her to term she would have been stillborn.

We still gotta go to the genetic guy...we will see how it all pans out.

I swear finding out the sex is almost like losing the pregnancy all over again...I guess because you know what you lost...kwim?

Still praying...all I can do :(

All boys are sleep.....all snuggled in bed.....visions of who knows what dance in their heads.

Poor Cheese feel asleep standing up. He was pooped. He cracks me up. He was bad today after school. I think it was because he was SOOOOO tired. Either way after peeing on my floor....he decided he was sleepy ;P

The hubby is getting better. He gets the stint out tomorrow.

Tomorrow is going to be busy. Hubby's appt, Neuro appt. for Cheese, and Monday a doc appt. and treatment for me. :P Gotta love all those copays ;P I kid...I kid. Well, kinda.

Well gals, I have some laudry to fold. The nerve! I will pipe in tomorrow.

Hola Amigas!

Just thought I would put some pen to paper.....okay well fingers to keys while Cheese was sleeping.

I so hoped he could go to school today. Um, no sch luck took his temp before bed 102.2. :P Gotta love some good old viruses.

He is sleeping it off. My deranged husband went into work for a few hours...I think he is almost likes pain. WTF was he thinking?? I have tried to call and make sure he hasn't had to be rushed to the ER or something and wouldn't you know my phone isn't working...Lovely. That was only beaten by when my water wasn't working this morning. Lovely again. It is now working praise god! No phone though...so I emailed him, hope he gets it?!

I am sitting in my recliner inhaling the smell of my house. Our house smells like it is Easter all year round, have I mentioned my penchant for cleaning with vingear.....um....love it.

Onto, other things....hm. I am so exciting I don't know where to start.

First, things first................................................................... I am drawing a blank here. Let's see.....I am still in a maniac organization frenzy which I can really only remedy with lots of organization things...alas I don't have them :P

Secondly, this nursemaid stuff gets a little old.

Thirdly, I feel for the hubby with this stone...seriously. I have tried to tell him I SOMEwhat know. I did push a fused forehead almost 15 inches to be exact out of my hooha. Private part pain is bad no matter who you are. Just saying.



Ain't that some head.

Lastly, If you are a praying gal please pray for wealth for us......I mean health...in all seriousness. This being sick stuff.....is the PITTS.

ho..hm...

Hubby had surgery yesterday. Not fun. It was to remove a kidney stone :P Need I say more.

I was woken up by Cheese talking in his sleep at 2 am. Went in felt he was hot brought him into our bedroom to take his temp. I got a face and chestfull of vomit. :P Yuck. He apparently now has a stomach virus. Bless his heart.

Oh if you want to see his room ( the previous slideshow) you have to click view slide show or whatever.

I go Monday to the OB to find out hopefully was the cause of the fetal demise as they call it :**( I will keep ya posted.

Then on to the specialists, fun fun fun! **Dripping with sarcasm**

I will post more later. I am in a funk. My house is mostly clean. I have nothing to do....both my patients are sleeping :P

No time to post here is some eye candy:P

A dirty little secret............

This one is mucho embarassing. You want to see my secret shame?

Can you read he labels????

That's right that is my collection of Baby-sitter's Club books. I found out they weren't printed anymore and had to start recollecting them. My others burned in a house fire :( I am also letting my little sister read them. I am buying them at the thirt store a book at a time :P If anyone ever runs into any let me know...LOL

Onto other things. I am sick....AGAIN. So I will be hit or miss probably. Houston is getting better. Poor Jeremy has to have a kidney stone surgery Tuesday. Does it ever end??

Houston is loving school. Yay, him! He loves loves loves it. He had a Vday party and dance today;) How cute?!

Anyway, I will write more when I can think...all this congestion is affecting my brain...LOL